Tuesday, May 01, 2007

A New Beginning

Just as the title suggests, I have decided to move away from my previous blog of 2 years.

"You changing blog arh? Then your old one how? Eh, you all along use that blog, why you suddenly wanna change sia?"

Well, the previous blog holds a sentimental value which I've learned not to appreciate any longer, for it reminds me of the eminent pain of the last 2 years.

The pain is not solely caused by the emotional trauma left from my first relationship, neither was the disappointment of unexplored possibilities from the second the main contributor. They both had a part, yes, but neither is the main cause for my move.

Aargh, I can't seem to put a finger on what is it that made me want to move away from that blog! My mind is a blank and my thoughts have abruptly come to a halt! It's probably due to the brief flashback I had just a few seconds ago. The flashback of how I led and lived my life back then.

That's it! I just figured it out without even realizing for the past 5 minutes! Haha! I guess that's the thorn in the flesh which I've decided to remove; the way my life was led. Even more so was the direction that it was heading.

I was young. I was weak. I was naive.

Take this move as a step, my friends. A step towards being a better person. A step towards being a more responsible person, and most importantly, a step towards being someone who knows the smart way of playing this game we're all in; this tricky little game we call life.

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